I'm in my "Gackt Phase" again...

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 18:06:36 GMT

Ugh...I feel so...Confused.

Next year, October 2006, i get the chance to go to Japan with my school, but...I want to and don't want to! it's so annoying! I don't wanna go with my school friends 'cause they don't understand things that i have been doing and...They will keep asking questions and...I don't wanna run into Gackt-kun during my stay, 'cause with the school, they limit your time.

I'm moving when i'm older anyway...I've already applied for Tokyo U, so...It's cool, but...Listening to Gackt...I feel so unaccomplished.

I am in my "Gackt Phrase" again. When i wonder what Gackt is doing, while i am sulking??

I feel like letting death take over again...

Freesia - Chapter One

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 16:51:25 GMT

Name: Freesia
Rated: T
Genre: Romance/Horror/Angst
Summary: Maya is You’s cousin, who was invited to stay with You after he heard about Maya’s parents dying unexpectedly. There, Maya meets Gackt, You’s friend, band mate, room mate.
Love blossoms, hate develops, and something eerie is discovered about Maya…

[+++PLANTIUM EGOISTE+++]

Maya stood by the train station, one hand gripping her luggage tightly, as the other hand held her light blue and white checker, frilly parasol. She was waiting for You to come collect her, but during her wait, Maya had became the tourist attraction of Kyoto station.

Everyone stared at her, as they walked past. Maya stood there uncomfortably, in her Lolita outfit. She wore a sleeveless, light material, black, zip-up dress that went above her knees. The dress was embellished with silk frills, long ribbons and neat cris-crossing laces. Maya had pink and white stripy socks on, as well as a pair of black, thick platformed, laced boots. Her look was completed with her indigo hair being brought up in two messy bunches, and the dark eyeliner that encircled her eyes.

"Ugh...Where is You!?" Maya muttered to herslef as she looked down to her boots, not wanting to catch any eye contact with the tourists who were staring at her like she was some freak. But, Maya's thoughts were interrupted when she heard a screeching halt. She looked up sharply to see a Black Ferrari parked right in front of her.

Many girls started running and screaming frantically towards the car, as all their attention was attracted to the driver of the car.

"Wha-? You--" Maya said in a shcoked tone, but before she could finish she was dragged into the car by You, who was sitting at the back seats of the smart-looking Black Ferrai.

"Hey Maya. Long time no see." You greeted, as he shut the door beofre any fan girls could get in.

"Hold on." A low, husky voice said by the driver's seat, which Maya couldn't make out, as she was still trying to stable herself. "Where going for a ride!"

The Black Ferrari swereved at an acute angle, and manage to to not hit any fans, as they drove away from the station. Hitting the highway, the car went full speed, taking advantage of the almost empty road.

Maya pinned down her dress as the wind sped past her. She looked at You, who had closed his eyes, and was smoking a cigarette, but luckily, the smoke didn't get to her, due to the wind blowing it away the second it comes out from You's mouth.

Maya was interested to who the driver was. She didn't appreciate the person's fast driving, and was fealing a little sick. Looking into the mirror, which refelcted of the driver, Maya saw that the guy was Japanese also, but he had a the most abnormal blonde hair ever. It was lightning blonde...Almost white, and it was spiked in a messy style, yet ever so profeesionally. The guy had a pair of slightly orange tinted sunglasses on, as well as lots of really wierd and scary-looking accessories. He had a cross necklace, silver rings on every finger, a big earring, heavy-looking, silver-made bracelets.

"It's him..." Maya whispered to herself.

"Who?" You said, as he checked out the figure of his own cousin. Not that it was his fault that he was tempted to "try out" his own cousin, this IS the first time he's seen Maya in about...20 years, and it was unlikely he remembered her...At all. If Maya hadn't phoned him two days ago to tell him about her parents dying unexpectedly, he wouldn't of even remembered that he had aa unt and uncle...Never mind a cousin!!

The car stopped, Maya looked to see that they were in front of a grand-looking estate. Their was a gold plate adressing: "Gackt & You". Maya looked in awe, as she got out the car, she couldn't belive that she was going to stay in such an eztravagant building! But, she snapped out of her thoughts, as she felt a hand resting on her shoulder. Turning around, Maya saw You looking at her with a sastified smirk.

"Hey, wanna introduce you to Gackt." You said, nodding over to Gackt, who took of his sunglasses to show-off these pair of gleaming green eyes. "I'm sure you've heard of him, right?"

"Yeah...Gackt Camui." Maya smiled, as she fell into a trance with those ever so green eyes, but was broken back into reality when she was offered a cigarette from Gackt.

"No thanks." Maya said through a weak smile, as she turned to face the building again.

"No?" Gackt asked in an amused tone. "Too bad."

Maya breathed in as she walked through the gates of the estate she was going to be staying in. Taking a deep breath. She smelt it. The strong smell. "Plantium Egoist".

One Freesia - End

[+++Vanilla+++]

I'm in my "Gackt Phase" again...

Freesia - Chapter One